Try try try your best, 加油加油加油!

Catchphrase/cheer of the week filled with many many tests everyday yay! (Like real yay.)

Oh my went to try on my contacts today and I don’t like the feeling! So hard to put in! I spent like 2 hours there and I still haven’t managed to put them in and take them out myself. Damnnnnn, k shall practise it at home but I’m scared that if I managed to put it in idk how to take out! Hate poking my eye ALOT! And my other eye keeps closing when I put in and I keep blinking! Not easy at all as everyone says it is! ):

Hahaha got some very friendly people at the shop, like total strangers who are customers gave advice to me haha. Super funny advice. Like to open your mouth bigbig so that both your eyes will open and to touch your eyeball for like 10sec everyday or smth to get used to something poking your eye. And some nice girl said it’s like the iodine experiment with the glass slide LOL. Cool manzxzx. My eyes kinda feel very irritated and tired now from all the poking.

And and and yknow the shop guy is so scary! He said he’s not going to help me take out, just show me only then he just took it out really really fast that I got a shock! But he did it so fast that it’s not painful unlike the shop auntie! But they were super patient with ultra noob me.

ANW my awesome table partner Wanki’s so awesome in f lit that we won starbucks vouchers! All credits to her haha!

Hope I can get my contacts in and out by Friday. xD

LIT TEST TOMORROWWWW.

Musicals!

Life sucks ttm now and nothing’s making it better. Dance makes me too tired to do anything. Sigh. K I shall lug my chem file and heavy bio books and lit book and stay back in school myself to study myself till about 5 then bus to get my specs/ learn how to put contacts and collect them too.

I must really stop procrastinating. Everything’s piling up into a huge mess and idk what to do. Congruency and similarity assignment 2 not done yet amazingly, one week alr! Must go finish it somehow even though idk how to do it at allllll. I feel like scolding vulgarities nowwww, but I’m not that kind of person so yup.

ANYWAY SOMETHING THAT CHEERED ME UP, a teeny weeny bit.

Hahahaha musicals are awesomeeee. Wish I could do this but I can’t sing at all!

:(

I don’t know what I’m doing now seriously.

Lots of stuff to be completed that I don’t know where to tackle the load of homework and studying.

Idk how to explain my low math results to my parents.

Enough stuff to fill up two post-its in tiny handwriting in my handbook.

And life outside of school isn’t going great as well.

I really want cny to come soon so that I can momentarily escape from school and pig out on lots of yummy goodies but I kind of dread it because I will see ____ during cny and homework’s probably going to be on my mind the whole time. Like I said, maybe I should lug along my huge bag with books to everyone’s house and start doing homework there and lock myself in my room to study when visitors are over (with a box of food of course). So different from the time when visitors came over and I was playing House of The Dead and watching tv in my study room while everyone was outside gambling.

And, there’s still piano to worry about. Really cannot fail it anymore yknow. But yet I really don’t have the time to go practise. Like when I say I got tests to study for or when I’m too tired after dance then they’ll say it’s all excuses and my parents get all pissed off at me.

DHS is so so so stressful already and I can’t imagine how JC2 will be like. Probably will be damn skinny with huge eyebags because we have not enough time to eat and sleep.

Enough ranting.

如果人的记忆只能选择一秒钟的额度, 我希望就是这一瞬间。

End of a tiring week as usual!

Really hope Sunday doesn’t come which means the cycle starts again wth and this week’s going to be a horrible one!

HAHAHAHA WOW, WE HAVE 5 TESTS NEXT WEEK (I don’t care tingxie’s still a test to me because you got to study for it to pass!) Bio CT, Chem CT, History Article Test, Tingxie, Polynomials Pop Quiz. Wow, what happened to the 3 tests per week limit?! And that’s aloooooot alr yknow!

I can list off lots of things I need to finish by this weekend and there’s still shopping for CNY clothes yknoww which I haven’t done and my backup plan’s going to shop with Rachel Pearl Suiying on Saturday on CNY eve! Ahhhhh STRESSED.

Watched Midsummer Night’s Dream in lit in the lecture! Haha were like saying ‘ayyyy NC16 leh!!’ to the juniors who came in halfway. And ummm more weird stuff in the movie with Titania and Bottom. Very o_o. But watching 1984 in LA was much much worse! Like yknowwww can see the whole body naked! Was about to fall asleep when everyone started screaming.

Miss crazy retarded times like these. (BTW RACHEL CHIA UPLOAD THE CAMWHORE PICS IN THE HALL! )

Today’s a… weird day.

Lots of random funny strange upsetting stuff happened today. All kinds of emotions I guess. Happy during PE, got kind of sad after seeing and hearing some things, emo while walking to bus stop, more normal when I took the bus with Clar, freaked out when _____ (Clar knows ahaha weird incident), satisfied when I ate a potato at home.

It still exists as long as there’s someone around to remember it.

It was like seeing colour for the first time and stuffing her pockets full of bright blues, rich oranges, sizzling yellows, afraid that she was going to be caught for stealing something that wasn’t hers, but certain that if she took no souvenir, she would never remember it as clearly. -Salem Falls, Jodi Picoult

WARNING SUPER LONG AND RANDOM POST WHICH I UNKNOWINGLY TYPED FOR SO LONG.

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HAHAHAHAHA. Omg, so freaking much lit homework assigned today that I feel like laughing while crying! Sooo many text based qns, projects like roleplay and storybook which take up super huge percentage of CA and must do it awesomely and and and essays omgwth. I WANT TO WATCH ‘GAY PORN’ IN LITTTTTTTTTTT AGAIN!!!!! Lol Pearl thought I was crying haha when I was sniffing at the end of lit when I was NOT! Heh but omg, and this is only LIT YKNOW.

Although lit’s loaded with lots of homework, but WE’RE GOING TO UK WHEEEEE (PARIS HERE I COME!) FOR LIT WAHAHAHA IT’S CONFIRMED! In your faceeeeeee those people who don’t take lit! Think it’s going to be really ex but it’s a ‘one in a lifetime oppurtunity’ as described by Ms Chow so think I’m going to go!

Uh oh, haven’t bought new year clothes at all yknow! Omg must totally go this week because next next week’s CNY already! Not going to let the crisis of last year happen again (which is only having two sets of clothes) ugh! Actually I bought like one or two skirts alr but I need more tops and shorts! K shopping this week + super hardcore mugging.

YAY YKNOW WHAT WE HAVE 5 TESTS THIS WEEK AND IT LOOKS SO WONDERFUL IN MY PLANNER! One day busy me will look back at busy student me and marvel at how I ever survive school with tests everyday! And we have chinese test tomorrow too! Maybe I’m so used to so much crazy stuff piled on us alr! Can’t imagine how I’ll be like at the end of the year hmmm.

Chem redox project, MSND act 1 discussion qn 1, MSND act 2 discussion with 3 qns, homeostasis & excretion bio common test, redox qa mole concept acid bases salts chem common test, tingxie, history common test, read thick stack of history notes, type out la lecture notes, type out history notes, buy bio textbook, go practice shoujinhua, practice piano, MSND first improssions of HHDLOT (helena, hermia, demetrius, lysander, oberon, titania) YES OMG FOR ALL. SOMEONE KILL ME NOW.

BTW, hahahaha I’m going to get my contacts and new specs this Saturday! Brand new me without specs whoohoo! I feel like cutting my fringe into side fringe too! Feel wanting to try something new haha. Seriously damn scared of poking my eye!

I sneaked into SSS for awhile ytd to accompany Cassandra. I escaped when the teacher came and asked them to change venue hahaha.

Think I’m growing fatter! Been eating dipdip late at night and my favourite cheddar sour cream (omg I typed scream) ruffles chips! Fats! But not been eating so much in school so I’m saving money because I don’t feel so hungryy.

Go watch Oh! by SNSD! Stupid Rachel Lim got me addicted to that bimbotic song with bimbotic dance moves like flicking your hair.

Oh shoot, I shall go sleep now super uber duper tired! I overslept on the train today okay! Bye!

Going to tui2 my yao tomorrowwwwzxz. But not Well Done hmm. Not sure if it’s good le. ):

Hope it gets well soon.

Day I got my Stitchie!

It’s Friday tomorrow yay yay yay! Whee.

Anyway my parents went to Johor Bahru and bought me this cuteeeee Stitch toy that’s made up soft beans thingys which is like my beloved Strawberrie (lol my strawberry with a bimbotic name)!!!!! Yayyy it shall be called Stitchie! And lol I used to have a huge dolphin one too of the same kind and it’s called Dolphiny! So cute right! Hahaha okay so lame. Shall post a pic when I can. I just randomly said I wanted another soft toy then my parents bought me oneeee, and it’s Stitch yayay!

Going to flunk my math CT. Not surprising at all. But amazingly I managed to do one qn. (Achievement for me alr k!) But I anyhow sub values in the calculator till I got the right one. So don’t know if will minus marks. Whateverrr it’s overrr!

Idk why but I feel so sian today. Bio test tomorrow. -_- K off to study and stupid lame yanjiangci tmr.

It’s sad when the people you know became the people you knew.

Congrats to me! It’s almost one month since school started and I haven’t slept in class yet! A miracle!

Anyway I’m so not stressed and so not tired. And when I ya4 my leg during wudao it’s shuang3 not pain at all! Must use reverse psychology on myself! After this I must do this and after that I must do that that. Cannot stop or I’ll procrastinateeee. Jiayou to myself!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINEY!

(Ugh stupid WP refuses to let me upload a picture here.)

My yao1 hurts like crazy after the xiayao today. I’m going to Well Done soon. (I hope.) Really want to get it cured before CNY. ): It hurts when I sit for too long, like today in assembly and after dance even though I nvr do alot of yao stuff yknow.  

CHEER UP CASSANDRA! We heart you!

I really hate it when I’m right in front of you and you don’t even say hi to me. It’s like we don’t know each other anymore. Shall not care anymore.

Lalalalalalalalalala.

Today was a hmmm… weirdly funny day!

PE was funnnn. Badminton. Lol guys were so happy that we got the hot new teacher haha! Anyway it’s fun!

Lit was super duper uber funny because Mook got back his short story, which was all about sex btw and hahaha he got a ’see me’ on his paper! Lol Pearl’s reaction when she read his story was like super funny. “YUCK!” while me and Rachel were laughing like some lunatics and everyone was staring at us while we’re being hysterical. Hahaha anw lol to ‘expanding and contracting’. Carried two very heavy boxes of ancient books up to the lit classroom with Pearl and Rachel.

Watched A State Of Mind (the North Korea video) again for the third time. Still found it quite nice. Especially the rhythmics gymnastics part! Omg wth they can like all do qianfan and houfan and pangtuis like super easy, even like the little boys also know! And the qianbolang made me Sarah and Rachel went ‘WL OMG WTH!’ Kinda dozed off abit during the parts when everyone was screaming abt something that I didn’t see.

HCL was SO BORING. We did zuowen. Even more boring. I forgot to write in the part which was supposed to be very cool and touching and a twist to the story which was very creative. And my ending was so abrupt, they just stopped being friends. Wow. Actually alot of my zuowen kinda refers to what I’m thinking of ____ as well, just in a different way.

Went to finish up my binomial assignment 2 after school which was like due supposedly ytd. Lol mr yeo said I’m man4 ban2 pai1 and kept suaning me when I don’t hand in math homework. Anw thanks to Kim Siang, Wanki, Jiaqi, Tianwei for teaching me how to apply the formula thingy! Yaaaaaaay!

Going to go out with Jasminey tomorrow after wudao! Whoo! And happy birthday Daddy!

I watched Horror Movie Factory it was so omfg scary if you go into those places they go! Actually I’m kinda freaked out now.

I SHALL REVISE MATH NOW. Hahaha now I kind of.. abit.. like math! AMAZING AHAHA (how the teacher can make such a difference). AND I’M GOING TO CLIP UP MY FRINGE TOMORROWWW WOOHOO. Lol okay so lame whateverrrrr. (makes the whatever sign at you.)